MISLAY

Y is it so difficult???

difficult to stick to what u wanted
difficult to wait fr what u wanted
difficult to admit that it is still wat u want.

y is it so easy to take things that come along n forget what u ever wanted.

it is easy to deny

easy to discard
on the name of not worth n hard.

so lets not confuse being happy to being shallow,
cz people that come easy are not the people we want.

take a step bak.n fr once take time to knoe who u are
be true to urself, or else ur no more my star.





..............inspired by One Tree Hill ( its fr u Lucas)

ishq waala love..

Sat down to write a little something for you,

With your ‘cute sa’ face, I was totally wooed.

Next lethal weapon was your mesmerising smile.

I knew it would kill me, but I guess……I didn’t mind.

Seeing you every day, was not that big of a deal

But soon I realised it was a necessity for me

Popping out of the window, to flash a smile to u

N before I even knew, I was falling for u…

It was sudden, it was rash

But much to my surprise….it never felt any bad

Looking into eyes, I could feel the essence

And when you held my hand…it all made perfect sense.

You make me happy, u make me feel good about myself

And when you walk through holding my hand,

It makes me assured

 That I am your princess.

You look like an angel when you dress up in white

The angel that I take home in the middle of the night

Talk to me, I would hear all you have to say

Open your heart to me, we shall never be away.

I had warned you that a lot can happen over a cup of coffee

And I had said to myself……this was nothing new

But the comfort, the warmth, and the beauty around,

That I could feel only with YOU.

Something inside me told it was real

Something inside me told it was worth

Something inside me said that this was going to stay

This is what I thought was called being in love

If stealing the number of a random guy is crazy

Then here’s a madness that I will cherish forever

For those dinners and the coffees at the café coffee days

Only brought two adorable people together

You are the best thing that happened to me in

Which seems like a very long time!!

Seeing you from morning to evening

Makes my youth a little worthwhile

I want to know what it feels like to be in your arms

It’s a sweet torture and longing that I’ve been undergoing

Hoping that the day will be coming soon

Is the only thing that keeps me strong and going..

You say there is nothing like a picture perfect

I hate to admit but I know it’s true

Still I believe for a long time now

 My love; we are gonna make it through

I am scared of attachment too baby

I‘ve seen it bring along a lot of pain

But even the most minute time spent with you

Makes me assured it is not in vain.

I don’t know the future love.

I am not sure how to make it work

It’s hard to love with a broken heart

When you have seen and felt far too much

But I can promise you that I will try

For me, for you, for us, I know it is worth.

NO MEASURE OF TIME WITH YOU WILL BE LONG ENOUGH

LET’S START WITH FOREVER.....................

.......BULLSHIT.......

So,Boy,wat do ya think ya have beeen doin,
foolin me around n fakin as if not even knowin;
No Sweethrt,u cant have such an easy escape,
No one's a kid here;
Not YOU Not ME.fr nw our world is too wicked a place...


Mah emotions kept on tossin n surging,
fuck..Dey aint get ny appreciation,
so much so i took in d name of love,
i died every second in this critical situation...


I was loved lyk neve bfore,
but that was just a state of illusion,
den i came face to face with d Real;
where i was left to die....lovelorn n abandoned....


I ve made mistakes,maybe a decade ago,
but were'nt mistakes too a part of our deal;
I cud have been tried rite den n dere,
this sentence i got seemed far too unreal....


Well i know I acted far too strong,
took all d bullshit..Love Still Went On...
but hw cud ya frget I was jus a little gurl,
analysing every second,y cunt our love unfurl....


Tried so very hard,gave it all mah blood,
still not even a vein in ya would stir'
ur words were lyk a slap on mah face,
still took it fr the hope...Sum day we wud embrace.....


Did far beyond mah strength,
In d end,it was all jus a drain,
Iam here,still here,all by mah own,
but mah body so numb,meltin away with d rain....


Dint know dis was our destiny,
dint know this was mah badass luck
ur smilin dere,but me cryin here,
Truly,Madly n Deeply in love......


So wat was mah insatiable love all abt,
a moment of smile n a century of continence;
Iam livin mah life but mah mind is in doubt,
y Shit happened n ..Damn..i lost my innocence....


I was the gurl,u had fallen for,
I was the gurl,who had dared to love'
i've lost big tym not jus U mah baby;
I've lost Myself...My Trust..n My Earth.....



Still suffering frm this ailment,
though d body has grown familiar wid the pain'
I lift up mah hands,n pray fr myself,,
So Sick of it........
Will i ever be the same again??????