.......BULLSHIT.......

So,Boy,wat do ya think ya have beeen doin,
foolin me around n fakin as if not even knowin;
No Sweethrt,u cant have such an easy escape,
No one's a kid here;
Not YOU Not ME.fr nw our world is too wicked a place...


Mah emotions kept on tossin n surging,
fuck..Dey aint get ny appreciation,
so much so i took in d name of love,
i died every second in this critical situation...


I was loved lyk neve bfore,
but that was just a state of illusion,
den i came face to face with d Real;
where i was left to die....lovelorn n abandoned....


I ve made mistakes,maybe a decade ago,
but were'nt mistakes too a part of our deal;
I cud have been tried rite den n dere,
this sentence i got seemed far too unreal....


Well i know I acted far too strong,
took all d bullshit..Love Still Went On...
but hw cud ya frget I was jus a little gurl,
analysing every second,y cunt our love unfurl....


Tried so very hard,gave it all mah blood,
still not even a vein in ya would stir'
ur words were lyk a slap on mah face,
still took it fr the hope...Sum day we wud embrace.....


Did far beyond mah strength,
In d end,it was all jus a drain,
Iam here,still here,all by mah own,
but mah body so numb,meltin away with d rain....


Dint know dis was our destiny,
dint know this was mah badass luck
ur smilin dere,but me cryin here,
Truly,Madly n Deeply in love......


So wat was mah insatiable love all abt,
a moment of smile n a century of continence;
Iam livin mah life but mah mind is in doubt,
y Shit happened n ..Damn..i lost my innocence....


I was the gurl,u had fallen for,
I was the gurl,who had dared to love'
i've lost big tym not jus U mah baby;
I've lost Myself...My Trust..n My Earth.....



Still suffering frm this ailment,
though d body has grown familiar wid the pain'
I lift up mah hands,n pray fr myself,,
So Sick of it........
Will i ever be the same again??????